Everything is AWFUL

I'm having one of those moments in life, stretched over like 2 weeks, where everything (accept my family) is horrible.

Let's break it down.

• Everything I touch at work becomes forty times as difficult as it should be.
• None of my personal projects are going anywhere, I just can't seem to find the path forward.
• The country I live in is falling farther and farther into fascism, religious nationalism and insanity.
• Money is tight, see the preceding point.
• My health, which was on an upward trajectory is now trending down again. See all preceding points.

It seems like nothing I do makes anything better... most of the time it makes it worse, and I have no idea what needs to be done to change this. If I didn't have a strong, amazing partner and pretty amazing kids, I think I would have lost it by now.

Just screaming into the void here.